I’m Free


Sorry for the double post Facebook friends, but I wanted to log this into the blog so I can reread it later. I’ve heard it said that music connects to heavenly realms easier because, being non-physical, it can be shared spiritually. An interesting idea. I walked Joey yesterday, listening to my ipod, begging Kevin to communicate…

Ruhe in Frieden meine Liebe


      Kevin Thomas Kyle, devoted and gentle father, and long-awaited love of my life, passed peacefully at 2:35 am, today Saturday June 28th. Everyone in the family helped and took turns doing the midnight watch for meds – this time it was Brad’s turn, as I slept next to Kevin in our bed…

Quiet


The big kids, friends and family have gone home. The hospice nurse and CNA were in earlier. Jesse and Chris are upstairs playing video games and Kevin is sleeping. Dishes are done. What bothers me is the quiet. I used to yearn for quiet. When I was single and the kids were older and out…

The day before summer


The past two weeks have felt like six months. Kevin began hospice two weeks ago Sunday. After over a year of nagging him to try cannabis oil, he finally asked me to whisk him to Colorado to try it. I was willing to move, or simply drop everything and visit Washington a year ago. Only…